[TRANS] Hayato-San Angry at Fans’ Inaction and Ego; Apologizes for Outburst


Hayato-san wrote the below a day ago. It is currently deleted. In the below entry Hayato-san expresses frustration at the people who tell him excuses that do not hold water about not taking action for JYJ. Hayato also becomes angry at the “fans” who wish that JYJ would return to Avex just so that they can be “5″ again.
Just stop this already!!!
Hayato-san who has a kind and gentle image is angry for some reason
Why is he angry I wonder? …lets listen to his reason-

(There are those who say) “Then the petition should have said from when it began gathering signatures that it was to be submitted to a government organization!” (But in fact,) it was clearly specified from the beginning that it was to be submitted to a public organization, wasn’t it!
(I in fact heard/understand that) The materials were submitted to the Fair Trade Commission at the Commission’s recommendation that the actions by Avex are suspected to be against the (regulations of) the Fair Trade Commission…

But, in any case…
How hard do you think JYJ had to work to come to Japan this time?
With what kind of feelings do you think they came to Japan with?
For the sake of it (T/N: JYJ coming to Japan) how much effort do you think everyone involved had to put?
Despite all that, you all are just sitting there watching?
I wish that you’d stop justifying the act of not signing the petition!!!
(Those of you who say that) “I didn’t want to write your real name…” Nothing can be done about this… I myself have hesitated.
(Those of you who say that) “I didn’t know…” Nothing can be done about this as well.
(Those of you who say that) “The goal was said to be 10,000 people… (so I didn’t sign)…” So you depended on others to reach the goal!
Those of you who ask—“Up until now, did petition activities bring results?” If you do not have the motivation to join the petition then shut up!!!
If my existence annoys you, it’ll be wonderful if you don’t read!!!

Please listen very carefully to Jaejoong’s words. That behind his words, there is a hidden massage for the two (non-JYJ) members. Why would he till use the word “Tohoshinki”? I interpret it as Jaejoong wishing that one day his feelings will reach the two. Hopeless/useless, but that is the kind of person Jaejoong is.
If you are truly a fan (of JYJ), please listen to them very carefully and read their hearts (T/N: their thoughts and feelings). They do this with all their might (T/N: for their fans). They can’t speak freely. Even if they speak, they will be misunderstood. But Jaejoong said it in the middle of 3hree voices, didn’t he. When I asked, “do you have a massage for the fans” at first he said “that’s difficult (to put into words)” but then he said that even if he didn’t say anything there are fans who would understand. It’s difficult that he cannot say the things he wants to say. That is his present situation now.

They wanted to do activities as 5. A vicious rumor forced them to separate. I wish those rumors would stop spreading already. The truth appears in the acts of JYJ (T/N: JYJ’s behavior and activities). Please accept them properly. Also, please cheer them on and raise them up as they are now.
It’s your free choice to wish that one day they would resume their activities as 5. I myself wish that this day will arrive. Just like Simon and Garfunkel (T/N: An American duo consisting of singer-songwriter Paul Simon and singer Art Garfunkel who broke up and reunited twice)
Nonetheless, because of your desire that they be 5 you want JYJ to go back to that Avex? Please read Bunshun. Do you really want to return them to that place? For the sake of your ego.
Please don’t make them suffer anymore. They are suffering enough. More than I am, they are showered with anti-fan’s comments.
What is it that we can do for their sake?
Isn’t it believing in them?
Let’s believe in the things that JYJ believe in! Also, let’s continue walking with them on the path they chose.
Also, let’s continue showing them smiles.
It’s no use if the fans do not become united for this
I beg of you, please join hands
Because they are still not free. To gain their freedom, the fans feelings must become one.
Trust and bonds… that is what will move us on
Did you receive their message properly?

It seems that angry Hayato-san is a different person.
Even though I have finally announced that I’m taking a break, when I received the comment filled with ego, not caring for my physical condition I got irritated.
Please allow me this… more like, let me rest! :)

From the original (T/N: normal) Hayato
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Hayato-san then deleted the above entry and posted the below apology:
Let’s talk about something cheerful
I’ve read a large number of supporting messages… but actually most of them were apologizing messages…
Why are the fans apologizing to me?
Ah, this shouldn’t be!

What am I doing?
To have the fans apologize to me… I shouldn’t write such articles
Now, I’m very regretful

It’s fine to like the things you like
With whatever reason you like
With whatever reason that made you like that thing.

It’s fine to cheer them on by any method
It’s fine to cheer them on with any kind of feelings
I have no right to restrict the methods
If I caused you any discomfort I am truly sorry

Originally, my blog is not a place to write such articles
It is a place to share fun things concerning them
When we meet again, lets talk about things that make us smile.
Ah, it’s fine if you don’t comment
I’m very grateful to everyone who wrote “please rest” for me but, when comments exceed 400 reading them is a little… see, it’s already 3 and I haven’t slept
To say, even though I already announced that I’m taking a break, the me who writes is not good- smile-

I won’t write anymore, I won’t read anymore
Till next time
See you

Hayato
Source: Hayato-san’s Blog
Translation Credit: @As0or83

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